ok, sorry for the uber uber long long and late update darlings and baby (:

have been really busy with my own stuff, coming home late, the tonning. meeting up with annabelle, helping joanna celebrate her bday, staying over at friend's place and more. hms, recently played mahjong at bernard's friend's place, knn. LOST $20 luhs. wahlao, comfirm rabak laa horh -.- super broke recently uhs, no work, never study, no bf, nothing to do. ehs, someone help me can?

current song: its not goodbye

heard it from aloysius's phone, man, damn nice. i like (: as much as i liked him, kept quiet all these while, many things happened. im glad i had 2 darlings there for me, joanna and annabelle(: really appreciated them alot, maybe without them, i dont even think i will be here updating at all. we've been through the ups and downs. ok, back to my topic about him, hms. i dont know laa, maybe all along i zi zuo duo qing, maybe i all along yi xiang qing yuan, but from what i heard, might not be also. i dont know also laa horh-.- maybe what he said might not be true, maybe i think too much alr. but put yourself in my shoe, maybe you'll understand why im saying all these.

guys. there are many out there for me to choose, not trying to diao qi lai mai, but there really are. those really willing to accept my tantrum, willing to accept my character, willing to give in and be there for me through it all, but then at the end of the day before i go to bed && when i wake up, youre still the one i think of. i miss you even before you leave, youre the reason to my smile still, you put the brightest star up in my sky and light up my world with the words that comes out from you. every single song i listen to, it reminds me of you. tell me, if its true that i fell for you? no matter how much i yearn for a guy to be gentle, to be able to give in. but i dont know why i still wished that youre mine. having to know that the one you loved is right beside you but at the same time knowing that you cant have him, tell me how you'll feel.