I rather time never existed

Dear diary...

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

7:30 PM | goodmorningx= LOLS!

okay!! i just woke up x= alermak, very tired sial ! i swear, im really very tired. i very hungry now! but i very lazy eat sial, see who is nice to acc me for dinner (: LOLS! hms, i feel like eating pasta at downstairs leyy -.- bleahhs ! my cough s= wahlao, vomitted blood agns, sian -.-

hms, last night at powerhouse was HELL laa -.- knn, got this girl come borrow my ezlink from me, then bouncer caught the girl, knn. i doing door tickets halfway kena call over also, say want call police x= knn la, i almost cried can-.- i cannot kena questioned like that de leyy... aiya, over le jiu dont say le laa, make me feel worst only. then last nights account, wah. cb, short of $152 bodohs! baybee was suppose to book in last night, then suddenly text me say maybe not booking in, then say daryl they all jio him come down powerhouse, then awhile later, baybee reach alr(: happy can! i know baybee wasnt happy ytd at first when i went down earlier, i asked him, baybee, i go chiong you wont worried mehs? then he say, got choice mahs, go down sell tickets jiu hao lo. hais, baybee, sorry for making you feel upset x= but i didnt do anything there ok! turst me, cos i wont let you down! hms, then baybee went in with daryl, terrance and darling first, i had to do some things outside, settle the ticket's account and door tickets. went in alr, no mood dance alr lo, short of money, lend ic kena caught-.- kaos! then stand there, then darling say if i stand there somemore she go ack alr, ok laa. then i dance lo, together with zihui(: then baybee like so siann like that, he like so busy can -.- keep sms de sial, hais. also dont know he msging who x= i dont dare to anyhow go think x= later i kisiao agns! bleahhs ! hms, then later part got TRANCE sial ! hms, then i did jump abit with my swollen leg though, baybee didnt scold x= lols! close one eye only leyy !!! lovelove baybee laa (: haha. hms, then halfway got fight -.- first thing baybee did was to pull me away then he stand infront of me(: baybee, i know you care alrights, just that you dont know how to show (: i dont blame him for keeping quiet all the time neither blame him for showing a distant between us(: hms, then the fight over alr, went outside. didnt bother take my comm alr laa-.- hais, then slack awhile. cos terrance's bike cant go out. then baybee pillion his bike go geylang then daryl cabbed there i think. i went off to take cab with darling, then went home. had a feeling aunt wasnt asleep. but baybee said not to worry, nothing will happen. in the end i reach home, SIAO ! she sit there wait for me-.- HAPPY ENDING LO! hais, then i ran out. went downstairs. slacked all the way alone. baybee was busy there with his friends. so i came back in the morning. hms, slept until now lo. baybee is in camp x= i miss him hell lots ok!

though we just got together, im afraid to lose you alr. baybee, show me more care can -.- it makes me feel the distance between us alr, like so far apart. you shy, i understand. 2 people you so shy le, then got people even worst. love for you, its growing deeper and deeper each day alr. no matter how i try to stop myself, it just doesnt seem to work. baybee, hold me tight and let me know you love me(: