I rather time never existed

Dear diary...

Friday, June 6, 2008

10:59 AM | tell me how you want me to treat you.

to khai:

khai's leaving for malaysia alr, his papa sending him back. omg-.- dont do this pls uncle x= days without khai wont be the same anymore, the fun we're gonna have at poparazi wont be there anymore, the fun, the laugher, the morning & midnight madness that i used to play with khai, the disobeying of his stupid actions eating BAH COR MEE, doing stupid actions when we're trying new moves for jumpstyle, the slacking at riverside every morning till first bus. khai, i wont forget. the porks & babi we share, the moise we always make, the disturbance we've brought to everyone in the club. im gonna miss them all, i dont want you to go x= i swear, im crying. from this morning until now. khai, i dont wanna see you go, dont want you to disappear among our clique, dont want you to be gone from msa, i wanna disturb you everyday, stealing your cap from behind, lending me your hoodie for my camwhore times. remembering us doing shuffles & jumpstyle early in the morning at 3 AM at riverside staircase. i wont forget it at all, today's the last time i got to see you. i glad i went back ): how i wished we stayed longer. khai, can you dont go><

today wasnt a good day at all, it sucked big time. woke up at 5pm plus, received a msg from baybee saying he's booking out alr, but then he going his friend bday. i said ok. then went to bath and leave the house ard 9 plus, went down to amk to meet aiai & co. went to mac to have my dinner then cabbed down to boat quay. walked pass bardot, saw jessica, ahgong & dragonfly. then i walked to pop alone. then i texted baybee, saying i saw his friends & makoto saw him in town. then he tell me he at bardot also. ask him meeting me anot, he tell me everything end then meet me-.- SO FKING NEAR BUT YET IT SEEMED SO FAR CAN, nvm lo. then drank abit with laihock, suddenly turned moody. ended at 430am. then went bk for supper with khai, makoto, kansie & laihock. then went to bardot intended to find baybee but he not there, called his phone then dylan pick up, saying they at numbers. ok lo, then they acc me walk there, went up saw baybee smoking at the stairs, i went up to him and called him, he took me as transparent can. didnt bother to talk to me at all laa -.- called everybody, talked to everyone except me, didnt even look at me at all. ended at 6am. went down. baybee just flagged a cab then wanted to board, i shout bii where you going? then he never ans, walk off with his friends, then i walk alone at behind. then he flag cab agns, boarded with dylan. then i just walked pass infront of his cab luhs. he didnt even bother, i cried. went to riverside to find makoto and khai, i cried like fking shit. wanted to jump down, but i didnt. cos i didnt dare to x= then went to eat bak ku teh with them then went home alr. the rest i dont wish to say alr, its about it for today. i didnt miss out anything.

Labels: crying, moody