ok, basically i've created my post but i have yet to update it anyway. now that i have all the time to do it since im stuck at home with my stupid fever, then i'll update all that i can (: hms, it hasnt been good for me recently and in the past actually. met up with many stupid relationship stories although i know how much the guy loves me and stuff, but it isnt meant for me, the guy ends up choosing someone else but in the end, BROKE UP STILL. as for me, i choose to stay single, until recently, a mth ago. i've found someone else, maybe from the start of the relationship he's been really good to me, he never has any say in whatever i do. but it isnt as good as what you will think. maybe you might be thinking that im crazy because these kinda guys is really very hard to find, but then my temper and my tandrums, its really hard to accept if you are someone that cant tolerate with no patience. he is also someone that cant tolerate, but then he is still trying to put it up just for me. omg, why is he doing this. why wont he just shout at me. just flare up, show me what you've got, at least i know your limits. slap me if you have to, dont just keep quiet. omg. it seems to be like im the one that cant tolerate it at all. i swear i wont cry if i were to leave him now, i promiss i wont. its not that i dont bare to leave him or anything. not that i dont have any feelings for him, but is just that. it isnt the reason to break up. expect me to tell him that hey, i wanna break up with you because youre treating me too well -.- excuse me, that abit too much for an excuse uhs~ whatever laa, put it aside alrights, lets not talk about that alr
uhhh ~~ im back in contact with baybee alr (: omg, i missed him damn lots alrights, i cried at times when he isnt here, all i could do is to look at my elmo. hug it tight to sleep, baybee promiss to fill my whole room with stuff toys. well, cookie monsters coming next bday-.- (its abit too long though) i'll tell elmo to wait alrights. baybee's still the same, as caring as usual with his stupid lame nonsense that never make me stop jumping around the house screaming and shouting into the phone x= *opps* uh luhs, thats his way of entertaining me (: we'll smile and laugh together but at times we'll also cry together x=
I'VE GOT MY HAMMIES ((: cheers !! im glad they're here alr (: LOLS ! i've been waiting alrights^^ 2 male and 2 female :DD
