I rather time never existed

Dear diary...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

4:00 AM |

sunday
omg, i didnt know what happen la-.- but then darling got angry because i didnt spent enough time with her on her bday. form the start this wasnt the plan la, the timing and all, it wasnt right. where we going and what we doing were all upside down. she told me that i had all my time all the way till 12midnight when im suppose to meet her. so obviously i went to meet my bf -.- then she told me to come down early. i said ok, but i was late, it was my fault. im sorry. but she flared-.- omg, she was with her friend, at least i know that she's not alone so i left slightly abit later. then she called to tell me to cab down to cine straight cos they all going there. i was in the cab alr, guess what, ROADBLOCK -.- i told her, i doubt she believed me, she said " cab where got roadblock wan ! stop lying la, you know i dont like it" so i told her i was in the middle of that fking roadblock, not trying to say that i had to alight what. whatever la. the worst thing was, i called her then she shouted in the phone and say that she was alone-.- at first she said she was in the cab with her friends coming down to cine then now she say she's alone. wtf?? i owe anybody anything?? nope ! then she tell me no need to come down alr, so the first thing i thought of was to just go down and catch a movie with her since she was alone. but she handed my phone, KNN. asshole la.i got pissed so i told the cab driver to uturn luhs. i was crying in the cab like hell. even the cab driver got worried when i told him im fine. cb la, i got owe anybody anything mehs. i accompany bf darling say i got no time for her, i pei darling, bf say i got no time for him... knn la, then both also dont want luhs. better right. fk la, everything also my fault.
monday
today's the actual day of her bday, its chalet. so i came back and meet her. aiya, had some quarrels also. but in the end we had some nonsense while having lunch before we went to the chalet. everything didnt really went well also, reach the chalet alr. then not feeling well alr. so didnt really moved much, help start up the stupid fire and started pengkan-ing the wings, dawgs and crabsticks. later part of the day was sleep for me cos i didnt feel well alr. felt like vomitting la. ASSHOLE rights-.- pity me people, its at the stupid chalet that i fell ill. agrhh-.- so so so, i went to the toilet, VOMIT then i went to take a nap darling's dog laid beside me *aww, sweet rights* then i woke up cos i wanted to vomit agns. so throughout the chalet was rest, wake up, vomit and back to bed. then jeremy and his friend came to fetch us, dropped darling's dog at home then went to bukit timah to having banana split. then went to queenstown to play pool. then i went home. darling still went on with them. came home and started to vomit agns. omg, i wonder how is my intestines>< gross =".="!">

tuesday
woke up in the morning feeling slightly better cos my fever was subsiding, darling thought i lied about my fever-.- knn. cos i texted her, wanted to meet her for lunch. but end up the attitude she used to reply me. knn ASSHOLE la. i not happy alr what. then i dont want to say anything alr so i tried to irritate her la, then i told her "ok luhs, then you win luhs" early early say no plan for her bday, i help her think until like fk like that. went to cake shops to look for cakes, asked people what could i do. plan plan plan, plan LAN lah-.- knn la. since like that then sua luhs. quarrel until everything also want to bring up and say. friendster want to delete my pic then up to you luhs. i never do anything wrong. im up for my consience, i dont mind. someone tell me that this is what darlings are for ya (: omg, kiss my ass yaw-.- im pissed, really pissed. quarreled with everybody that day cos of trying to think of a fking plan to celebrate her bday. but forget it. since the person that everyone help thought about doesnt seem to appreciate anything then let her be la. dont want to talk about her alr la, make me more pissed-.-